And today I continue to carefully choose what I do. I choose my energy. As I don’t know for how long I can do it, every breath counts.

So whenever I do something, I do my best to make sure that it is something that I really want to. That it is something that my heart want to do.

There is so much stuff in life that is pure fun if we let ourselves do it and if we let our hearts choose what to do.

On my bucket list that I pictured in my mind when I understood my condition, was to own my dream bike and my dream car. During 2019 I can check off booth these items. Not that anything else than our breath matters, but I also listen to my inner child and he wants to play with toys. So this is something that I let him do…

My life that I live today is designed by me with consciousness. It is the result of being aware. It is the result of getting enough sleep. It is the result of eating better and more regularly. It is the result of my routines. Of working out, daily reading, meditation and creation.

It is the result of expressing myself through music, writing, art… It is the result of appreciating NOW by doing nothing. It is the result of appreciating all beautiful gifts that I have been blessed with as a human being. It is the result of just having fun.

It is the result of my soul becoming connected. I can feel it.